Pushing to finish page 22 today.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone reads my blog. Well, I try to behave as if you do.

uugh. I had a weird and slightly bad day yesterday. Work-related stuff. When anything bad happens at work I take it especially hard and it stays with me for days. Probably 9 times out of 10 I blame myself and can’t stop thinking about what I could have done better, and what my plan of action is next time I have the opportunity.

I already have a pretty good idea of what I’m going to do next, I just can’t stop rehearsing it in my head, even though I really wish I could stop obsessing over it. I really want to keep my mind off of it between now and when the opportunity comes up again, because now I’m just stressing myself out over something I can’t do anything about in the moment.

Here’s the illustration before I played around with the colors.

I felt like it had too many “primary” colors so I changed it for the final draft.

I feel wimpy for allowing one incident at work consume me for days. Oh well. I’ll feel better tomorrow.